S4: Day 7 (1103)
Jan. 7th, 2026 07:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jillysriserI ended up not writing yesterday. Normally, today would be the day I take off from writing the words, but I am flip flopping that plan and adapting.
Writing is hard today. The want is there. The ideas are there. I am just lacking a certain energy to keep my desire to press forward going. A lot of this is bad habits that need to be demolished. That is a process that takes time.
For the time being, I'm going to be gentle with myself. I'm going to get things done, but I'm not going to get angry when my focus is still in baby stages. It will get better, and it will get stronger.
Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Elden Ring".
Reading: "Tailored Realities" print. "The Witching Hour" audio. "The Spellshop" audio. "The World's Greatest Salesman" ebook.
Writing is hard today. The want is there. The ideas are there. I am just lacking a certain energy to keep my desire to press forward going. A lot of this is bad habits that need to be demolished. That is a process that takes time.
For the time being, I'm going to be gentle with myself. I'm going to get things done, but I'm not going to get angry when my focus is still in baby stages. It will get better, and it will get stronger.
Currently:
Playing: "Final Fantasy X" perfect run attempt. "Death Stranding". "Octopath Traveler: Zero". "Cat Quest II" replay. "Elden Ring".
Reading: "Tailored Realities" print. "The Witching Hour" audio. "The Spellshop" audio. "The World's Greatest Salesman" ebook.
